Today is feeling brighter?

I don’t know. This is probably just another mood swing and in twelve hours I’ll be verging a psychotic break again. But for the moment I feel hopeful and energetic.

I do feel disgustingly full though. Due to all the head stuff I ended up eating a substantial amount yesterday (1000). My tummy still feels full and I’m incredibly tempted to use laxatives because they always make me feel better even if they don’t actually do anything. I still maintained though, at least, and I’m going back to normal today.