Major relapse.

I’ve been a self harmer for fourteen years. For the last year or so I was finally getting mostly better… Only cut seven times and never /too/ badly. But then a couple of days ago I made several really bad cuts, three of which went down to muscle. I couldn’t bring myself to see a doctor and I’m suffering immensely right now. They’ll heal and I’ll get over it.

I’m just really disappointed in myself I guess.