I’m going to a concert Friday night and I want to look my best so I figured it was a great time for fasting. I’m aiming for 89hrs minimum, but it’ll likely end up being a little more than that.
I can have; tea, diet soda, coffee, and other zero calorie drinks. I can use Splenda and up to two cups (60 cals) of unsweetened almond milk for flavor. I can chew two sticks of gum a day. I must take my vitamins daily.
I’m aiming to start some new toning routines as well but I’m feeling especially unmotivated at the moment so we’ll see if that happens.
It’s just literally fucking exhausting to be doing everything right and working towards improvement more quickly than you or most people imagined possible and think that everything is good in the world, that everything is finally right –
Only to then find out that you’re still just… Not good enough. That even at the best you never thought you could be that you still don’t hit the mark. And to realize, for what you hope to God is the last time, that no matter what you do it will never be enough.
To the bones, my love. 